Ok so my work has always been stressful, but on top on of that my mum has been diagnosed with uteren cancer and the court case for Rohan is this monday,
this week i just feel like screeming mum's op is tomorrow and i am spending the night there tomorrow night so that she has someone there. on top of everything i triped over a toy car and dislocated my ankel. i really didnt want to come to work because i had to confront some one. but i did and i have confronted her and some hoe it turned out to be all my fault as useual!
i just wonder want i have dont i know i am the "newbe" and i dont want to step on anyones toes so i did the right thing about it and i aboligised to her but still.
Rohan's court case is this monday, and i really think that it is going to go in our favor so i hope it does because his mother is still homeless and still the same rubbing everything in to our faces! i really hate her and i know that it is a waste of my energy but what else can i do????
i have tried everything to make "friends" with her and i still play nice and say hello but it makes my skin crawl like if i look down it would be dripping on to the floor when i do, and i just want her to give us Rohan and drop off the face of the earth!!!
Rohan and Mick are the most imported people in my life i know that i cannot live with out them! i just want her to leave go away go back to the rock that she crawled out from under!
i am so close to the edge!!! I just want to hall of and smack her! but i wont!!
i know that my eds is going to play apart in the court case and that they are going to use it against us i know that but eds hasnt happered me in anyway of raising Rohan and it ever will!!!